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Plenty of restful sleep at family house. Woke up at one point and had a message from HLB and GT so replied with CONVERGE; mught have confused them.

Woke and had lots of emails suggesting that some of the deputies are struggling. Youtube channels being taken down and another calendar error with DMI. HR spiked a bit but stayed calm and got a shower before bringing G to school. I took the wrong route and was late for the first time ever, school door locked, but the deputy head was there at just the right time to let him in. I suggested he asks if he can store this mountain of books at school.

Because the trucks are all fully booked I am likely to spend today taking the rubbish to the dump myself. Things keep guiding me (seeming accidents) to fogottens items - a plastic case here or a ziplock bag there. I am getting rid of all but the most useful of things.

I am looking forward to this session being over. I've lost track of days but apparently it's friday and A's AIKIDO day, with the boys and her planning to stay here tonight. That will be nice.

My clothes have gradually been moved over from the old place to this place, which suggests we are moving in the right direction. But this is all weird as fuck if I'm honest. It's never not weird, and it would be nice if it didn't have the added weight of being called crazy. The signs are too obvious to ignore.

EXCESSION last night was talking about how one of the characters I inhabit was killed by their lover 2000 years ago, with the baby they were carrying being terminated. To my jumbled brain this meant that the universe forked when Jesus was killed by the people of the earth. idk I'm just following the fates; it will be over soon. The weekend seems to bring nice happy family times, which I really enjoy.

But no suffering. Just... normal life wihtout the suffering, but with plenty of people saying 'you're insane', which is not nice. And no more crazy driving - don't worry. That kind of deep reprogramming can only happen really close to the singluarity.

[2025/11/28, 2:35:21] James: .

[2025/11/28, 2:35:25] James: GTHLB

[2025/11/28, 2:46:48] James: GTDJT