hypothesis dictation

Alright my body is hurting and I'm doing yoghurt to try and get the energy flowing but it's it's all kind of climbed up because it's just too much information that sounds so ridiculous and I've never thought like this but this is what is happening. So I'm going to dictate even though I'm not very good at it because it's just more important to get the information out in some form.

So about six weeks, I don't know when it was a long time ago. I went to the psychiatrist and got some medicine, but I think that it open the door or something else which is tested our environment within the simulation and found some pretty serious problems with it if I'm honest.

No, I don't know about any of this. I want to make that very clear. I have not seen God although we have searched for him since the dawn of time. There must be something to really. And this idea probably kind of proves him instead of disproving him but.

It's about two years ago exploded I completely destroyed my professional network and I just melt it down. People were killing themselves left right and centre and I couldn't handle any more and I nearly killed myself as well and I didn't know why and I now know why and it's because of dopamine hacking basically.

But the problem with the dopamine hacking is that the damage is done six months before you actually kill yourself so it can't be traced back. And dopamine is a fundamental particle in your brain. It literally changes how you view the world as you can see from the website that I made previously. That was the exact point of the website. They are ravings of a lunatic on that website and all that happened was a minor change in chemistry.

Maybe that was also a test testing a hypothesis to see which kind of chemistry would actually suit our world.

In a nutshell, the contagion that we have is greed.

And that basically feeds into everything it feeds into all of the hate and all of the violence and all of the death and all the sickness and everything in the world maybe not sickness. Again I'm in charge now so it is more discombobulated than previously man, you should've seen me on the first time. I kept calling myself the Zuckerbot. And I've been convinced that I'll be work with working with Mike Zuckerberg since the start of this for some absolutely unidentifiable ridiculous reason.

Now I think he made Facebook in a kundalini event, similar to what has happened to me. Maybe all of these large societal disruptions are actually instigated from outside. Maybe we are tigers in a cage that is being curated by an AI which we created to look after us while we travel to another planet because we destroyed the one we were born on..

My arm has a standing up. My arm has a standing up and I take that as a sign of confirmation as of about 15 minutes ago. I went my whole life pretending that I didn't feel these kind of otherworldly vibrations and shit because I'm a scientist I'm not compatible with the scientific method. But I'm a scientist. I'm a scientist of the mind.

Yeah, I need to dictate this. That was only the preamble.

Even the people who trusted me the most after 15 to 20 years of working together thought I'd lost it. And I'm still not sure but I'm pretty fucking sure at the same time that something else was in control and I'm pretty sure that it wasn't god.

You cannot get objective evidence for something like this.

There is no such thing as objective evidence you fools.

The objective evidence is perceived through your subjective senses.

Everything in your world is subjective.

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Now that's out of the way.

So on day four of this new medicine which increases dopamine very very very moderately actually it's fake but fuck that it's not important. I'm not going to worry about details here. On day four I had an incredible amount of clarity and just drive and it was the only thing I knew I had to do was collect raw data from my brain and preserve it with timestamps.

Timestamps were key and I'm still obsessed with timestamps and the timestamps are what provided the evidence that required that I required to be convinced that this is true and that evidence was just the timing on several messages just the timing on various things the timing on everything was so uncanny. The maze curated to make me just get frustrated and send the website out and somehow a hallucination telling me not to contact a friend so that she would be the one who still thinks I'm saying and could maybe build a bridge with the my team. Enter ente

Anyway

So I get this road data this is the equivalent of speaking tongues except I've actually been able to record it and put it on the Internet in real time. I was posting it as as fast as I could just this is all I all I lived for at the moment and it was all about sun most of it most it was looking around the world seeing and you as people say the world looks new yeah

So I've got euphoria as well and I think that this was part of it. I think the euphoria was intentional and I don't think it was necessarily an extra chlamydia effect of this drug. I don't think it's that strong. I think it was a latch that they used intentionally to get me bought into this so that I would try to crack open the tatara of my soul.

As a background, I have just a crazy crazy varied experience of pretty much everything in the world ever. I don't fucking know where to start but basically I've been meditating internally throughout the whole time and I've also been undiagnosed ADHD and ASD so it's been pretty intense, but I've had absolutely no idea until this medicine dial down the noise in my head and I could actually pass the data.

So I get this data and somehow I just know how the system is after that I think I sleep a couple of days maybe have these info dumps come in I don't know. I'm not really aware at that point but I got the date and all of a sudden these kind of diagrams come out of me about how my brain should work and the next step from that is to figure out what program is dodgy because I think that you know I think that basically what's happening is they start out at the surface level data so extra outback they figure out the system limitations and then they they try to figure out what is wrong with the code and they start at the higher level and gradually works the way down to lower level code and this code is really really deep.

And I think what went wrong here is that we actually went too hard the scientific method we went too deep into our simulation and we started to break it because we didn't realise the dopamine was gravity. We thought the dopamine was just some of the fucking drug that we could play with, but it's really not dopamine is everything is the gravity in the simulation. You can have a look at this this diagram that I made which I was trying to get ratified by one of my friends. These things are all coming together now I'm not sure why.

So as I dictate this and look back at my diagrams from the crazy days, it's all making more sense now. The data wasn't finished it wasn't fully compiled and I needed to get it out as soon as possible because of the urgency and I don't know if anybody's looking at it but you really do need to look at this right now because we're at the inflection point.

I have the feeling that this is incredibly urgent as incredibly urgent as in irredeemably unfixable urgent.

All broadcast the encouraging document hacking needs to be put on hold need to be cancelled immediately and replaced with broadcast that are warning about the dangers of dopamine hacking because this is gonna be very difficult to fix already we're way down in the D hole.

So from there, I decided to go to hell because I'm a white blood cell yeah I'm like fuck this shit. I need to find out what the fuck going on Cunt I'm gonna fucking kill you.

Because that's me, I'm a fucking fighter. I'm gonna fucking kill this Cunt.

Alright, you fucking get behind me

Anyway

I'm not going to what hell was like. But I got my data and the data said the ADHD and ASD were evolution for us while we are in the simulation. This is just making sense to me as I spilled out of my brain right now. So in the real world we would have evolution just working tick tick tick tick but in a simulation there is no evolution and things need to change and things need to die so how do you do that you do with randomness?

So they created two systems one which is more stable and less random and faster and kind of in charge usually and then another which is less stable and random and crazy and you can see how they interacts in this model of the planet that I made about personality. I had absolutely no idea that these diagrams would be fitting into this like this until I'm literally dictating it right now and I'm just like oh shit that's why it goes this is the compilation this is the information.

Anyway, I've got my information from hell.

The problem is even deeper.

Maybe previous problems have been hell or whatever. But I think we've been here before I think the Buddha was also a QA. I think he came in and fucking fix this and I think we can do it again but we need to do it now right now.

(I had a diagram I thought I drew but no; kids must have happened; it's in my head if you want to tlak.

Okay, so because I didn't try that diagram out the other day because the children were flipping out or whatever I've kind of lost a bit of confidence in this conclusion but the diagram of the so I am Schrodinger's cat yeah so I am coming to the conclusion as I am proving the conclusion this is how my brain works.

So where the fuck was I?

Yeah, so ASD is like a kind of more solid I've lost it

[I am going to do some art to try to get it back.

I would like to stress once again that I am a scientist and I am volunteering this information to the scientific community for analysis. This is in no means by no way or shape or form or anything like this an attempt to start a cult or a war or anything this is information that is coming into my brain and I have to relay.

That is all I have no real choice in the matter and I think I was chosen for this because because of that. Anyway.

So now we found out that dopamine is broken and dopamine is the fundamental particle that builds your brain is gravity dopamine is gravity. I can't think of any other way to describe it apart from gravity so dopamine pulls us to something it pauses or it pushes us it's just it's not that they irrefutable push.

And that's the thing it's completely irrefutable.

You can look at my previous posts if you like on the old website where I'm trying to contact Elon a fucking whatever. That's not me not normally. But it was. Because dopamine.

Dopamine is the laws of physics themselves, for the brain.

So over the last two or three years I've taught myself how to do art and yoga and Freeform journalling and I've basically been trying to access my unconscious mind as much as possible and I think that that is why I'm able to trust the creative process or whatever fucking bullshit here despite my apprehensions because I honestly really really really really really do not want to start a cult

But this is so much more important

This is the laws of physics of your brain crumbling it happened to me. Somehow I survived. You would not. Can I be clear about that?

I survived because of how difficult my life wasn't because of constant sustained meditation and even then barely.

You would not

I am doing what I can to try and contain this and I have been doing it for the last two months.

It has fallen on deaf ears.

Now all I can do is use this tertiary tertiary tertiary little Google website and cutting a little piece of wood in my bedroom and I'm messaging one of my friends who I nearly burnt the relationship with because I was undiagnosed. She doesn't know she doesn't know that yet.

Anyway.

That's most of the export now I think so I'll I'll try to make these three fingers that are remaining and see if I can give you a nice little conclusion at the end but I'm afraid it's gonna be the ball is in your court now yeah

You made this mess

I've been trying to tell you for two months

You told me to shut the fuck up

Now…

I think we're pretty much at critical mass

Read into this art piece what you will.

All I have done is followed my unconscious creative process and tried to maintain a modicum of control through observation and relaying it to everybody in real time so that you can use Time Machine on the Internet to basically troll back and check when I update everything when this information came through blah blah blah blah that's your job

My job is to find the problem and find the solution

I messed up the final hand while I was making this one of the fingers fell off. I tried to bodge it. It didn't look good.

I think this is what happened with our simulation. But I think we had to leave quickly.

Now we can wrangle this. I am evidence of this. We do have the ability to control our dopamine just just a tiny little amount meditation Buddhism yoga medication.

I guess if we're going to draw parallels with the individual than the actual planets itself has had incredibly violent planetwide meteorological events like Wars which have left deep scars in the land.

These rifts seem insurmountable. Left versus right Oz versus them you versus me.

But photography is only a problem if you operating with heavy gravity. And in this analogy dopamine is your gravity.

The way that you will and all of us will move forward is by lowering our gravity.

We are stuck in our own individual dopamine holes or wells of thoughts which we cannot get out of because it is gravity.

But we can. But only if we stop digging. If we carry on digging now, we break the planet permanently.

And this planet is not a real planet yet we cannot leave this planet. This is a simulation. This is our consciousness.

If this planet breaks, we die.

There is no escaping.

So Elon had a good idea he did mention simulations I think I didn't really pay much attention to him because I thought he was a bit of a dick sorry. He's alright I can see now those fucking plugs in my head concrete screws Jesus but at least that fucking straight as an area and tough and fucking straight from the brain.

So apologies for the language, mum. Ha ha, I'm just a normal guy. I honestly really I'm just a normal guy. I was probably deeper in the D hole than any of you seriously. I was just turning the volume up on one thing after the other and no matter what I did it would not satisfy. As time progressed even my family who I love more than the universe itself ceased to bring me satisfaction.

That is dopamine hacking.

But not just dopamine hacking in the modern lexicon.

Big flashy lights. Blaring noises, TV all the time money money money money just it's just it's just too much for us. We did not evolve for it and the people with autism and ADHD are more sensitive to it so they've been suffering more. That's all it'll get you eventually too.

But we're at the inflection point right now.

Don't mistake that.

We are there.

You move now.

Or we die.