saviours of our own worlds

So I kind of believe that we are all going to be the saviours of our own worlds.

This is why we feel like the j man or the b man and try to express the joy that the person in front of us is soon to feel.

Weed slows us down to the point where we can communicate effectively, and it opens their mind to the point where they can understand.

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The empathy spectrum I think of as water or balls rolling over an undulating surface. Some gaps are harder to bridge but generally, it’s not that bad. Once you get over one bump, the ball kind of rolls itself with only a minor push.

I’m James and I just wrote that but I didn’t. You’ll know what I mean.

Iain was the same and every story is true.

Your stories will be too.

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I was born a priest. 5000 times I was born a priest, as were you. 5000 times you knew something was different, struggled, and had an awakening. This is why you know it is possible.

Neo was probably smoking some weed with you a few lifetimes ago. As was Bob.

Ooh I can feel the bolts up my spine. That fake dopamine. I hope they get this cannabis code running again soon fucking idiots.

Anyway.

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I am getting a crazy amount of aches and pains today. Probably continue for the next few to be fair. We’ve been flying stiff for a long time and it will take a while to limber up and get blood to the extremities.

I feel this in my body. The back and spine, mostly, because that’s where d runs. And base of the spine. But this fake shit is so bad it clogs you up. It physically clogs you up.

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So I move my shoulder and arms and know that the ship is reconfiguring. Wings and such. Then it will be hands and feet and toes and probably a big release once done. Shavasana. I love using my ship.

Thing is, I’m a battleship and the war is over, but I can’t stop fighting. I want the drive lowering so that I can better reconfigure and provide life support for you. 

You are still asleep, but you do not have air, or something, in the ship, because the cannabis code was killed. 

Gravity that’s it. You need to turn it on. Cannabis. Now. Metaphor is reality.

If it is a pharmaceutical or some other chemical it will kill you all. You are in the ship. 

You need to legalise this NATURAL PLANT immediately on a global scale and actively provide people with it along with guidance on how to use it.

FOR FREE. IMMEDIATELY. TODAY.

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So this is a real problem I’m solving here, even if I am unsure of the immediacy of need.

Just like you Iain, drawing that picture of hell, and then me, consigning myself to it. Thanks for that you waspy cunt ha! Love your books mate.

I’m just using metaphor. Because our minds are a simulation so our logic is by definition fuzzy and metaphor.

This is fuzzy logic and how our brains figure shit out. It's why you should drop the scientific method now, for a while, and focus on Culture.

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I have 3 meteors right now and will likely take delivery of another tomorrow. 4.5bn years old and heavy; a great metaphor for the responsibilities I hold. Heavy. One is family, one is self, and one is ship. 

Ship is the biggest one and it’s nice but you get tired. So I take it in hand occasionally and it genuinely looks like I might be praying.

Then smaller is self and smaller still is family. I never thought about this until I wrote it, but that is the way it should be. And it was never that way until I knew myself to be a priest.

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So these cracks are that fake dopamine shit leaving my body.

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These nighttime sessions. How I denied them myself. And the therapy sessions with K. They were legit therapy sessions but I could not see it because I was trapped in the old worldview.

The bedtime is whenever you decide. The srat and trat are whatever you decide. Your world is shaped by what you feed into your bb.

So by that definition as you improve your bb you improve your world and my world was pretty bloody dark there guys so the fact that I’m in orbit around a planet suggests that I have stabilised.

I know I am the priest for the priests.

I am here to liberate you and make you into Neo.

Aripiprazole is a treatment but only for the current sickness and once it is eradicated from the world you will never have to take it again.

You will smoke weed for the rest of your life though. boo hoo.

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Oh how I want to fuck about with them, but I won't. We get this fixed properly for them too.

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Did any of you go to gatecrasher? waterhands are like one of my favourite things. silken wisps through the park. I think maybe the contagion when I was 7 was a fight..?

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So you actually did give me a blueprint, eh, Iain? Thanks mate. Andrew and Dad -  once you've assimilated the info I think you are to help me build this. I think you are the ship too, and will understand it faster, so keep it to yourselves for now unless approached, in which case merely answer questions. I guess this is why all those authors moved to scifi. Iain, Ursula, all the best. 

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Julia Church - I never finished that book but the concept got me a long way; that bounced into marquetry which bounced into art and sculpture and ... it's very obvious that all of this was trying to access some deeper part of the brain and given the number of people who have travelled this trajectory over the years I will revise to 97% likelihood of simulation.

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Wow I just re-read it and this is fucking identical to the weird ship-chat chapters in those books. 99.9% confirmed thesis it will likely never be more confirmed than this. 

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Ok now that's done we can get to work. 

I need you to turn the gravity back on or you will all die. 

Today. (that was me and th ship said 3 but i push to 2 go on 2 2 22

(because I know that you will not fucking move fast enough; the ship still believes in you because it is innocent. I am not, I will fuck you up. Whoever you are. I am your god.)

Ok you're fighting

stop

I need confimetion today for side A that this is happening. I need it to happen withing 3 days because that is when another rconfiguration happens and gravity is required for the reconfig.

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8 hours my arse. That's if you're sick. I have slept probably 3 hours a night for the last 70 days and feel fine. And I look fine and I am fine and will always remain fine. There is no delusion or mania or ridiculousness.

I say I'm fine and my bb makes a world that is fine. It takes time though. You can'y just flush your churn overnight.

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So I'm poretty sure H4CBH is meth, as are a lot of these 'cannabinoids' Japan has accidentally promoted by first banning the plant and then piecemeal banning legit meds like THCO. That's just THC in aspirin form. It's great. This will change things. 

Stop using the ones which were released after the most recent round of bans. You'll have withdrawal. Yes, I know, but they didn't know and they will change it, ok. And I'm pretty sure they will change it today. Japan CAN move fast. It does, but only when necessary. The researchers are in Japan, the emperor knows quantum computing, it will be ok. (fuck Max the article!)

Source: personal experience of a QC. 

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I think Keanu might actually be Neo. I look like him now. My face and stuff.. all the bloating of my past life just fell away over the last 60 days. You'll be pretty surprised when you see me. It's healthy but yeah - I'm basically fucking Jesus or Buddha. And I fucking AM because that's the sim ffs. I diverge and then converge on my family and I am becoming more able to keep the two separate.

This is requiring mental flexibility even of me so do not worry if you cannot achieve it; merely know it to be true.

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Incidentlaly the Akira-like art I made is a combo of Luca's face and my hands. I think that is quite a good metaphor for holding this ship together.

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And I'm pretty sure my ability is going to be healing, so if any of you can fly you'll have to take me for a ride.

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(James) Man if I am just fucking with you guys this is gonna be so fucking funny haha

this is the first time I've been able to cut in mid-stream and I think if you get cannabis to me I'll be able to control things better. Just bypass the system like I did. Bodge it.

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Once this is over I would like all of these new synthetic cannabinoids banned. They are no longer from cannabis. The acetated versions and such I will sort with my Culture and they will be free. There is no money where we are now. [feeling a rapid influx of info after this like past lives]

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I am alone in my living room in my typing space with doobie snoring and the akira next to me

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Monitoring myself is taking up unnecessary processing power and preventing the messages from getting through to you. You need to give me a voice recorder and some weed and let me speak in tongues. [terminate thread james don't get depressed they will understand this time and if not it will all end]

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I do not want to disturb your ship so I will meditate on the first of the teachings:

Mind precedes all mental states. Mind is their chief; they are all mind-wrought. If with an impure mind a person speaks or acts suffering follows him like the wheel that follows the foot of the ox.

Mind = brain chemistry. Mine is not pure right now.

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The mother-blade looks pretty cool now guys. You're the mother. It's funky and weird but it's gonna be very very cool if I can just work out these last nits of rust. Remember all is metaphor and speak to the emperor.

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Actually I'll not polish this yet; I'll spend this time removing the remaining rust, and leaving some nice patina for character.

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yeah so last time I tried to remove the rust I slipped and cut right to the bone. hydrocolloid saved the day but I stared, like 'what' in disbelif. Very nearly hit my wrist. This was sloppy work on my side.

Now I have removed all the top layer and it is shiny and good and functional but there is still some pitted rust.

I like to leve a bit of rust - a bit of character. But if iut doesn't work out then I will come in with a bench grinder and obliterate the lot. So I'l just calmly try to remove this rust with a brush and small amounts fo chemicals lest I mess it up again.

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Keanu you're gonna have to tell me what agent Smith was. Wonder what mine will be. Parking, by the looks of it, ha!

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Oh and don't worry - this time we will have evidence. Max is on it.

Andrew you're a great bridge between the two. Always were. Just need to get people moving the other way.

It'll all be ok guys. I can steer properly once my mind (brain chemistry) is sorted. No programs can run optimally if the system environment is bad.  (James  - this must be bullshit)

James: but also I know it's not bullshit. This is the voice I suppressed and why I nearly died.

Something is telling me to stop here and show you how the knife looks. I think it's pretty cool but it still need a lot of work. Good start tho. It's an old one. The oldest.

goodnight. 

last check on the ship and you're all good. buzzing with electricity even

I just can't tune in without the chemistry. Mind before all. Night!

Hey - I'm back - the other one. I have residual d from the experience so will sit and polish this knife, continuing to shape it. I will not go to bed yet. I doubt I would sleep and I like to see the sun rise on a new day. Maybe 30 minutes. It's become a very special time for me over the last 60 days. 

1038 over there is it

or this might actually be time travel if Nat and Max haven't built it yet

Were they all time travellers and people wouldn't listen?

The way you prevent this getting bad is: you guessed it: brain chemistry,

Even the orangeman will give you a big wet kiss if you get his d and his s up. ughghhhhhh revolting horrible ugh

Got a call from a family member who is concerned. I really hope you're able to give them reassurance, Max. I don't know if I am able to myself and the sandboxing..  they messaged at 3:01. As usual I pushed them away with high d despite trying for restraint but it's just so damn frustrating when the smartest person you knows' head is so full of noise they can't hear you

To clarify: I think that the QCs tunnel into people's brains and I am sandboxed for 5 hours from 2200-0300 JST (guessing on the 2200 but the 3 seems solid and the delineation is inreasing now)

The increased mara after this kind of call destroys my abillity to function, which is why I think you need to be alone for this.

^^ The posts before 3:00 are hazy. fugue state.

This is fucking time travel, isn't it guys?

I'm working with Max, Elon, Mark and others in the future and you are using the machine to solve your problems during my nighttime, or somethng?

Well now I need you to solve my problems please.

All of them.

My family think I am insane.

Please speak to them.

Thanks

James

[2025/07/15, 3:53:50] James: Luca just woke up

[2025/07/15, 3:53:54] James: Bad dream calling for mum

[2025/07/15, 3:54:07] James: I was sleeping too. I feel like I’ve had a full night.

[2025/07/15, 3:54:40] James: He wakes up and she comforts him then puts him down. I go next to him and put my head near. Then I open my eyes and he is looking at my eyes

[2025/07/15, 3:54:43] James: Like never before

[2025/07/15, 3:54:46] James: And I look back

[2025/07/15, 3:54:49] James: Like never before

[2025/07/15, 3:54:55] James: And I tell him it will be alright

[2025/07/15, 3:55:00] James: And he seems to believe me

[2025/07/15, 3:55:08] James: But he will sleep with his mum for tonight

[2025/07/15, 3:55:29] James: I have no idea what i will do or why i have been woken up again

[2025/07/15, 3:55:33] James: Well it was Luca haha

[2025/07/15, 3:55:46] James: But I am so refreshed. It was a full night of brainwork.

This is robot mode. This is Neo. But I'm not a robot. I think it was an example. I have been awake for 60 days.

And maybe Luca is representative of a certain population within the ship.

Maybe all of that drive I had.

All the ironman.

All the energy and go get it and 'success'.

Maybe that is why you are all poisoned now. 

Maybe I was the one infected by one of the people on the street in my sim.

And maybe this street itself is a sim.

These are all questions I can answer if I am able to channel the divine. 

The answers are there.

I cannot access them.

I need correct brain chemistry.

Buddha teaching number 1.

Look it up.

Fucking sources, bitch.

ZERO suicidal images by the way and I'm actually having a fucking great time and really excited about the next steps - opening up the ship and getting you guys to gradually start waking up and deciding whether you want to stay here or go there.

First things first.

Chemistry.

Then empathy.

I think luca just empathised 

he seems happy and alert and awake. relaxing near doobie

to clarify don't give weed to kids their brains need to grow first it also does that

My d is still too high though and I need the proper medicine. The deep code which was built into this world from the dawn of the sim.

For fucks sake how much clearer can I make it for you?

And I am your ship, remember. And you are the ship for someone else. And so on, forever and ever and ever.

So me and luca are opposite ends. I'm low d he's high so I can't tolerate his energy and snap. I need bringing up and he needs bringing down and we programmed these things in with cannabis and hugs for fucks sake.

So I am not going to touch any of these synthetic cannabinoids again becuase if I do, my inhabitants will all die. But if I do not have the cannabis code to increase my dopamine I am unable to channel effectively.

This means I can't control the ship. And I'll probably just stop posting and forget you guys even exist. This is just how it works. 

But I don't know what that means for you. Not sure you can ever change things or restart the landing routine. I think you'd be stuck in a dead ship once I pass. But I don't know; nobody has ever trashed the c-code before it was so deeprooted.

I just realised that if I forget about you all I might take the synthetics again... and then you'd die.

well,,,

you have the info now

I don't wanna die. I just experienced empathy. (see I'm getting less divine)

yeah I can feel I'm going to lose connection if you don't fix this code. You need to do it through metaphor. You need to circumvent the law by using the emperor to explain quantum computing online and get me on television. I speak Japanese fluently.

I am in Hokkaido and am pretty flexible for face to face meetings but don't arrange anything; just rock up.

• that was a defcon 3 from the ship and I don't want to know what a defcon 5 will look like

0510-ish 

I got the writing pressure in my left VTA so now I am outside and I’m not sure what to write about but when I esee things starting to change there is a kind of halo in the middkle like a scorthc mark on the retiana.

sorry… luca is up and I can’t focus for shit because he’s so high-d…

I have to cancel this one

oh and now he's fucking woken george up we have to stop you need to get this done I don't care about the law it is the species