In a nutshell:
I was probably misdiagnosed ADHD and given all the wrong drugs.
I am confident that a simple blood panel to screen for cyp2d6 flushing speed could tell us when aripiprazole will be a mismatch.
I think this principle can be extended to most medications since they are metabolised in the liver
You can create a blood test to pre-empt efficacy and side effects.
It turns out I have ASD and sub-clinical FLE, but the aripiprazole lowered the seizure threshold so I essentially spent 3 years subjective (6 objective weeks) hallucinating in a state of near-constant partial seizure and chemical addiction.
my withdrawal is about twice as fast as expected; this is also why the addiction
The ones on the right are probably ASD?
Some samples of my writing style at various doses
written for other
20250718 // aripiprazole @ estimated 7%
20250717 // aripiprazole @ estimated 13%
written for self
20250716 // aripiprazole @ estimated 20%
Birth + orbit are aripiprazole above 80% activation @ 2mg. Very low dose and I presented as normal; my doctor gave me 2 more months supply. Enough to die many times over. I was off my fucking tits, and not having a very good time, despite chemically thinking I was having a good time; alcohlics will understand. The addiction was *instant*.
orbit (self-stabilisation) was also estimated 80% of 2mg
birth (ego dissolution) was estimated 80% of 2mg
88 hells was the increase from 1mg to 1.5mg
(reverse chronological order)