i initially made the driab-semaj website by compulsion when exploded out of my old ego. this was a stopgap to prevent a cult forming around the apparent magnitude of my realisations about reality. only after the entire process was finished (all the way to step 4) did i retrospectively use it as a container for my discarded scaffold. mind works inmysterious ways, and i wonder if somehow part of me knew how this would all pan out.