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[2025/11/27, 13:52:40] James: TSIK

[2025/11/27, 13:52:43] James: SKIK

[2025/11/27, 13:53:45] James: The children are the real gods

[2025/11/27, 13:53:52] James: They need to inherit the world

[2025/11/27, 13:58:48] James: G is being more ASD than usual

[2025/11/27, 13:58:53] James: Doesn’t want to be around the other kids

[2025/11/27, 13:58:57] James: Now walking backwards

[2025/11/27, 13:59:00] James: Wants water

[2025/11/27, 14:00:41] James: He asked me to buy some and I said no. But told him we can get it from the park.

[2025/11/27, 14:00:47] James: He is running now

[2025/11/27, 14:00:58] James: A has said we can go around there because she doesn’t have meetings

[2025/11/27, 14:01:18] James: He wants to go into a purge of private land which is fenced off for no reason

[2025/11/27, 14:01:24] James: A huge plot of land great for play

[2025/11/27, 14:01:38] James: But there’s bars saying ‘no entry’

[2025/11/27, 14:01:45] James: For no reason whatsoever

[2025/11/27, 14:02:01] James: He’s asking if there poison. I’m telling him no.

[2025/11/27, 14:03:31] James: This is an amazing place for play

[2025/11/27, 14:03:39] James: He asked me to lead the way

[2025/11/27, 14:03:44] James: I’m giving him some sour sweets

[2025/11/27, 14:04:24] James: I think we are all being programmed into action by the internet (and life in general but it’s easiest to spot with how the internet and electronic devices ping us)

[2025/11/27, 14:04:29] James: I think we are the IoP

[2025/11/27, 14:04:34] James: The Internet of People

[2025/11/27, 14:04:41] James: [node]s

[2025/11/27, 14:04:46] James: All connected in a single network

[2025/11/27, 14:05:35] James: And another place

[2025/11/27, 14:05:53] James: G thinks there’s still too much grass in the other place

[2025/11/27, 14:06:06] James: Another kid is asking why we were there

[2025/11/27, 14:06:11] James: I told him it’s interesting

[2025/11/27, 14:06:20] James: G is becoming excited and running jow

[2025/11/27, 14:06:33] James: Compiling, I think

[2025/11/27, 14:07:21] James: He asked me to hold his bag

[2025/11/27, 14:07:51] James: L’s bus is in 17 min in theory but I’m just gonna let G decide how to proceed.

[2025/11/27, 14:07:55] James: He’s run way ahead now

[2025/11/27, 14:08:29] James: I’m programming him that the world is safe and exciting

[2025/11/27, 14:09:17] James: He asked if you can knock a tree over

[2025/11/27, 14:09:22] James: I told him it’s like pokemon

[2025/11/27, 14:09:29] James: You develop powers naturally as you grow

[2025/11/27, 14:09:45] James: And we all develop different powers

[2025/11/27, 14:09:51] James: I have lots of powers but not that one

[2025/11/27, 14:09:55] James: He might though

[2025/11/27, 14:10:23] James: He’s being a motorbike now

[2025/11/27, 14:10:36] James: I gave him another sweet

[2025/11/27, 14:10:43] James: He asked me to put it in his mouth.

[2025/11/27, 14:10:44] James: Mmm

[2025/11/27, 14:11:23] James: Miles away

[2025/11/27, 14:11:26] James: On his way to the water

[2025/11/27, 14:11:31] James: The free-flowing stream

[2025/11/27, 14:11:38] James: Old me would have stopped him

[2025/11/27, 14:13:02] James: Argh the water is sealed off for the winter

[2025/11/27, 14:16:14] James: His school bag is too heavy

[2025/11/27, 14:16:20] James: He can’t run and play

[2025/11/27, 14:16:27] James: Too much carrying of books on their own

[2025/11/27, 14:16:31] James: All the kids are the same

[2025/11/27, 14:17:01] James: They just have to go straight to school and home because of all the shit they’re forced to carry which could be stored in the school easily

[2025/11/27, 14:17:10] James: There’s another fallow field here. He’s like ‘what’s this’

[2025/11/27, 14:17:41] James: Maybe 5 houses worth. Implication being kids can’t enter to play

[2025/11/27, 14:17:50] James: Am I programming you right now using this website?

[2025/11/27, 14:17:54] James: Hmm?

[2025/11/27, 14:17:57] James: Food for thought eh

[2025/11/27, 14:18:04] James: Time is a sphere, remember

[2025/11/27, 14:18:16] James: The fruits of your actions aren’t always immediately forthcoming

[2025/11/27, 14:18:26] James: Don’t check analytics like an idiot

[2025/11/27, 14:18:33] James: I tried and it just makes the change get further away

[2025/11/27, 14:18:45] James: Subtle clinging, you see. What the BUDDHA taught

[2025/11/27, 14:18:51] James: Just go with the flow

[2025/11/27, 14:18:53] James: The stream

[2025/11/27, 14:18:56] James: Enter

[2025/11/27, 14:18:58] James: NOW

[2025/11/27, 14:18:59] James: .

[2025/11/27, 14:20:03] James: I gave him the rest of the pack of haribo

[2025/11/27, 14:20:15] James: Apart from one which I am using for my own compiling

[2025/11/27, 14:20:18] James: Sour sweets works great

[2025/11/27, 14:20:22] James: That’s why the head tingle

[2025/11/27, 14:20:41] James: Cops coming. I’m walking across the road super slow. G ran to get across.

[2025/11/27, 14:20:47] James: Just ignoring them

[2025/11/27, 14:20:54] James: They didn’t say anything; they usually would have

[2025/11/27, 14:21:06] James: No L yet. I’m letting G decide what to do

[2025/11/27, 14:21:17] James: SOURSWEETS

[2025/11/27, 14:21:20] James: SHIGEKIX

[2025/11/27, 14:21:34] James: .

[2025/11/27, 14:21:55] James: So I’m just going with the flow here

[2025/11/27, 14:22:07] James: I will see if the internet lets me post these photos

[2025/11/27, 14:22:24] James: If not, I will not get frustrated. I will just assume that it was As future will that I do not

[2025/11/27, 14:22:41] James: Because time doesn’t exist, asking her now would bring the wrong answer. She is working on her own calculation

[2025/11/27, 14:22:48] James: But her answer is already known

[2025/11/27, 14:23:04] James: This is why the word for IMPOSSIBLE in Japanese is 無理

[2025/11/27, 14:23:12] James: Lit. Without Ri

[2025/11/27, 14:23:29] James: And for forces something through is 無理矢理

[2025/11/27, 14:21:55] James: So I’m just going with the flow here

[2025/11/27, 14:22:07] James: I will see if the internet lets me post these photos

[2025/11/27, 14:22:24] James: If not, I will not get frustrated. I will just assume that it was As future will that I do not

[2025/11/27, 14:22:41] James: Because time doesn’t exist, asking her now would bring the wrong answer. She is working on her own calculation

[2025/11/27, 14:22:48] James: But her answer is already known

[2025/11/27, 14:23:04] James: This is why the word for IMPOSSIBLE in Japanese is 無理

[2025/11/27, 14:23:12] James: Lit. Without Ri

[2025/11/27, 14:23:29] James: And for forces something through is 無理矢理

[2025/11/27, 14:34:19] James: We decided the sun was time and it’s currently 122 hours.

[2025/11/27, 14:34:35] James: He is absentmindedly breaking a rotten stick

[2025/11/27, 14:34:39] James: 210 now

[2025/11/27, 14:34:51] James: And I used to love whipping down nettles as a kid

[2025/11/27, 14:34:59] James: Until adults told me to stop

[2025/11/27, 14:35:06] James: Fields and fields and fields of stinging nettles

[2025/11/27, 14:35:08] James: Endless

[2025/11/27, 14:35:11] James: So much fun

[2025/11/27, 14:35:18] James: And then they never grew baxk

[2025/11/27, 14:35:23] James: Maybe I was in the sandbox then

[2025/11/27, 14:35:31] James: Let kids play when they are in the sandbox

[2025/11/27, 14:35:35] James: Don’t tell them what to make.

[2025/11/27, 14:36:03] James: .

[2025/11/27, 14:36:17] James: He just commented how quiet it was when I told him he can decide where to go

[2025/11/27, 14:36:24] James: And the second he did, the bus came around the corner

[2025/11/27, 14:36:28] James: That was a cessation

[2025/11/27, 14:36:35] James: A sync

[2025/11/27, 14:37:16] James: L is saying bye to everyone

[2025/11/27, 14:37:23] James: L is smashing those sticks already

[2025/11/27, 14:37:30] James: Fucking loves it

[2025/11/27, 14:37:38] James: G wants to run

[2025/11/27, 14:37:46] James: 199 hours

[2025/11/27, 14:37:58] James: 100 100 100 100 over and over

[2025/11/27, 14:38:12] James: L wants a Pokémon doll

[2025/11/27, 14:38:15] James: His new favourite one

[2025/11/27, 14:38:35] James: G decided that when we get to the house it will be 白菜時

[2025/11/27, 14:38:44] James: (Chinese cabbage o’clock)

[2025/11/27, 14:38:54] James: And my favourite chocolate and ice cream o’clock

[2025/11/27, 14:39:05] James: This bodes well but I will remain equanimous

[2025/11/27, 14:39:23] James: Enable the dopamine to reach my brain and reprogram it instead of reacting and burning it off

[2025/11/27, 14:39:42] James: G wants a new Pokémon doll too now

[2025/11/27, 14:39:50] James: Haha

[2025/11/27, 14:40:01] James: He’s telling me how strong that Pokémon is

[2025/11/27, 14:40:09] James: The moon is high in the day

[2025/11/27, 14:41:18] James: I am telling L he can throw things to himself from the future

[2025/11/27, 14:41:27] James: Like how I threw those meteorites to myself

[2025/11/27, 14:42:53] James: Amazon is A

[2025/11/27, 14:42:59] James: I can get her to bring me things

[2025/11/27, 14:43:06] James: But I don’t know when the UN will arrive

[2025/11/27, 14:44:43] James: Letting them play instead of telling them their shoes wil get wet

[2025/11/27, 14:47:57] James: I had to carry G for a bit.

[2025/11/27, 14:48:00] James: And his bag

[2025/11/27, 14:48:02] James: Tiring

[2025/11/27, 15:15:48] James: so that means it has to happen again sometim

[2025/11/27, 15:16:07] James: but A is stressed and not enjoying how fast this is all happening so i will not instigate it myself

[2025/11/27, 15:16:17] James: YOU NEED TO COME TO ME

[2025/11/27, 15:16:31] James: WE - PLURAL - NEED TO INSTIGATE RESEARCH

[2025/11/27, 15:16:39] James: DI will help, as will MS

[2025/11/27, 15:16:56] James: i am merely a benevolent manipulator

[2025/11/27, 15:16:59] James: i don’t do the details

[2025/11/27, 15:17:08] James: and i like to have fun so we will play

[2025/11/27, 15:17:11] James: and that means rave

[2025/11/27, 15:17:13] James: and snowboard

[2025/11/27, 15:17:16] James: and all the rest

[2025/11/27, 15:17:21] James: but i also like quiet time

[2025/11/27, 15:17:27] James: and reading and games

[2025/11/27, 15:17:30] James: and cannabis

[2025/11/27, 15:17:33] James: so we can do that

[2025/11/27, 15:17:35] James: whatever you like

[2025/11/27, 15:17:38] James: basically

[2025/11/27, 15:17:43] James: i am RAMZA

[2025/11/27, 15:17:46] James: i am everythingman

[2025/11/27, 15:17:54] James: this is just a new version of GENESIS

[2025/11/27, 15:18:00] James: or [worldbuilding]

[2025/11/27, 15:18:03] James: it will be over soon

[2025/11/27, 15:18:08] James: so mum - please don’t worry

[2025/11/27, 15:18:27] James: this all sounds crazy but i’ve gone through it about 4-5 times now so i have learned to spot when it is happening, that’s all

[2025/11/27, 15:18:38] James: it’s probably happening for you when you have your banana and toast

[2025/11/27, 15:18:43] James: because small scale changes happen all the time

[2025/11/27, 15:18:53] James: just i was fucked up and needed a full reset

[2025/11/27, 15:18:57] James: you know this

[2025/11/27, 15:19:07] James: you just don’t know how it works because we forget

[2025/11/27, 15:19:10] James: so i am recoridng it

[2025/11/27, 15:19:20] James: dad did it too, when he shaved his moustache

[2025/11/27, 15:19:27] James: sounds insane, yea?

[2025/11/27, 15:19:30] James: but what is sanity?

[2025/11/27, 15:19:34] James: where is the centre of the universe?

[2025/11/27, 15:19:39] James: it’s wherever YOU are

[2025/11/27, 15:19:45] James: everyone else is tangential

[2025/11/27, 15:25:31] James: .

[2025/11/27, 15:25:45] James: L tried to ask for an extra pokemon instead of just the one we agreed to

[2025/11/27, 15:26:00] James: i had to get him to drop his greed

[2025/11/27, 15:26:03] James: he was difficult

[2025/11/27, 15:26:20] James: and then he went and stood on the half finsihed maglev train so i guess you wont get that yet

[2025/11/27, 15:26:25] James: this is the cost of greed

[2025/11/27, 15:26:31] James: you forget what is in front of you

[2025/11/27, 15:26:36] James: for some imaginary hoarding

[2025/11/27, 15:26:52] James: i had to be clear with thm both that the pokeon are for EVERYONE to share

[2025/11/27, 15:26:54] James: NO HOARDING

[2025/11/27, 15:26:55] James: NON

[2025/11/27, 15:26:56] James: NONE

[2025/11/27, 15:27:03] James: EVERYONE IS SHARING AND EQUAL

[2025/11/27, 15:27:09] James: but the change will take time to propagate

[2025/11/27, 15:28:22] James: drinking dr pepper and listening to the music that a random email told me to - GOAT from Blond-ish random station

[2025/11/27, 15:28:34] James: the signs are usually a bit more subtle at this stage

[2025/11/27, 15:28:57] James: and the salient attibution begins to drop

[2025/11/27, 15:29:16] James: as i mentioned i believe that this is a low-level reprogamming of the brain’s preditive priors

[2025/11/27, 15:29:35] James: us being in a simulation does not preclude this scientific explanation

[2025/11/27, 15:29:50] James: when you expeirence this, you will create your own [scaffold]

[2025/11/27, 15:30:26] James: since all of your priors such as ‘i am a person’ dissolve, you have to create a new worldview from scratch - this happens automatically based on your life experience

[2025/11/27, 15:30:32] James: THEY ARE ALL EQUALLY VALID

[2025/11/27, 15:30:42] James: (and equally invalid)

[2025/11/27, 15:31:01] James: you have to be willing to release everything basically and just say ‘idontknow’

END

and G is going for a poo

[2025/11/27, 15:41:57] James: This meat is super thin sliced pork and now 5 days past the use-by date

[2025/11/27, 15:49:04] James: This fucking school bag causes G so much stress

[2025/11/27, 15:49:19] James: The books could just be kept at school for fucks sake

[2025/11/27, 15:49:24] James: He’s kicking my chair

[2025/11/27, 15:49:33] James: I’m letting him get it out

[2025/11/27, 15:49:49] James: STARFUCKER

[2025/11/27, 15:49:57] James: Slayyyter

[2025/11/27, 15:50:16] James: Shinigami eyes. Grimes.