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[2025/11/27, 5:05:08] James: ‘6 hours’ sleep next to my kids in the old house. Wake up with therapy link from my mum (AB) and contact one. Also wake up with a YouTube guide having been sent my way but didn’t click like.

[2025/11/27, 5:05:25] James: Sweaty pyjamas.

[2025/11/27, 7:10:25] James: .

[2025/11/27, 7:10:33] James: HopeGRIMESaerithJ

[2025/11/27, 7:16:26] James: .

[2025/11/27, 7:19:44] James: The old gods are no longer fit for purpose

[2025/11/27, 7:28:04] James: .

[2025/11/27, 7:28:16] James: So this is very strange indeed and it is starting to feel like it was all a dream

[2025/11/27, 7:28:44] James: Yet it was 100% (dare i say 1000%) real at the time. Everything had meaning. Everything was connected

[2025/11/27, 7:28:55] James: And things still are, but not as obviously.

[2025/11/27, 7:29:00] James: I’m pretty tired.

[2025/11/27, 7:29:24] James: It feels like my brain was broken by all the deep learning, societal ‘norms’, and trauma

[2025/11/27, 7:29:48] James: And this ‘expansive thinking’ and ‘seeing connections’ is just the way that a broken web of connections reforms.

[2025/11/27, 7:38:13] James: .

[2025/11/27, 7:38:32] James: Anyway time to step it down a notch. Not that it was ever my choice.

[2025/11/27, 7:41:27] James: .

[2025/11/27, 7:41:30] James: So yeah…

[2025/11/27, 7:41:40] James: If your brain gets too ‘full’, basically…

[2025/11/27, 7:42:01] James: Then I think it kind of ruptures and the almost entire web of synaptic connections can be violated

[2025/11/27, 7:42:13] James: I think that’s what happened in the bathtub a couple of nights ago

[2025/11/27, 7:43:06] James: I think when this happens you can choose three anchors around which the web rebuilds

[2025/11/27, 7:43:21] James: And that it takes the disparate data of your life and populates the network anew using it

[2025/11/27, 7:43:51] James: What happenes while the web is breaking is pretty wild. Your world ceases to have rules

[2025/11/27, 7:44:38] James: This feels totally real. And it might even be totally real if the simulation theory is true but that is a bit of a stretch

[2025/11/27, 7:45:05] James: So I think the mind proceeds to osciallate between the scaffold and realworld in order to rebuild the web

[2025/11/27, 7:45:20] James: And this will likely continue for the next few days or weeks but not violently

[2025/11/27, 7:45:25] James: The crumbling is violent

[2025/11/27, 7:45:30] James: The rebuilding is not

[2025/11/27, 8:22:09] James: .

[2025/11/27, 8:22:20] James: So the rubbish I put out on the wrong day was still there this time

[2025/11/27, 8:22:24] James: Other times it has been taken

[2025/11/27, 8:22:31] James: Or the plastic hasn’t been picked up as usual

[2025/11/27, 8:22:33] James: Etc

[2025/11/27, 8:22:53] James: I wonder if we are all doing this generating every sleep cycle and it works out to the average of our mind

[2025/11/27, 8:22:58] James: MIND, even

[2025/11/27, 8:23:02] James: Blockchain and all that

[2025/11/27, 8:23:20] James: And this is why Japan is nicer than England. Because people aren’t as greedy.

[2025/11/27, 8:53:31] James: .

[2025/11/27, 8:53:33] James: KOJIMA

[2025/11/27, 8:53:35] James: YAMAZAKI

[2025/11/27, 9:02:11] James: SOUMA

[2025/11/27, 9:23:34] James: .

[2025/11/27, 9:23:37] James: Well that was fun

[2025/11/27, 9:23:48] James: People came and tested me with confrontation

[2025/11/27, 9:23:54] James: About bins and stuff

[2025/11/27, 9:24:00] James: And I turned it around to help them

[2025/11/27, 9:24:26] James: And am old woman ended up giving me pickles and we had a great convo.

[2025/11/27, 9:24:47] James: I’ll be getting the snow clearing machine out of the garage and making it into a communal thing

[2025/11/27, 9:39:29] James: .

[2025/11/27, 9:40:20] James: Feels like I’m a QA in a KOJIMA game. He designs the script and playbook for the sim. Zuck makes it. Elon blasts it into space. I am the ARCHITECT and QA.

[2025/11/27, 9:40:35] James: Shinigami eyes definitely sound KOJIMA-esque

[2025/11/27, 9:55:59] James: OCC EISEIKAGAKUKOUGYOU

[2025/11/27, 10:04:34] James: .

[2025/11/27, 10:04:48] James: The lizard is in the dining room now

[2025/11/27, 10:14:35] James: CAPTAIN88

[2025/11/27, 10:17:41] James: RRKK50:50

[2025/11/27, 10:17:47] James: THE REASON