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[2025/11/26, 17:16:24] James: .

[2025/11/26, 17:16:29] James: Weird stuff going on with lights

[2025/11/26, 17:16:43] James: My family are already eating but there’s some leftovers for me. I will head there now

[2025/11/26, 17:42:48] James: .

[2025/11/26, 17:42:50] James: Well…

[2025/11/26, 17:42:56] James: This is getting a bit more real now

[2025/11/26, 17:43:03] James: It feels like I am making a YouTube channel

[2025/11/26, 17:43:19] James: But I have no idea what the content will be

[2025/11/26, 17:43:42] James: I will not use any cannabis or anything until it is legal, done worry

[2025/11/26, 17:44:01] James: This still doesn’t feel like it’s me doing it completely, yet at the same time it does.

[2025/11/26, 17:44:53] James: I am ‘James’ for like 90% of the time; just working more on instinct and cleaning / switching tasks easily. 

But occasionally something will just suck my brain in and reprogram me. Like watching that guy’s YouTube video just then.

[2025/11/26, 17:45:10] James: I barely watch any YouTube and that just absorbed me and then I made the channel

[2025/11/26, 17:45:22] James: It feels like my brain is forming around new priors and making a new worldview

[2025/11/26, 17:45:31] James: I’ll not do anything dangerous don’t worry

[2025/11/26, 17:45:37] James: No knives outside or anything.

[2025/11/26, 17:45:42] James: Just sharpening them I think

[2025/11/26, 17:46:34] James: Regulate and add conditioning in the same way I removed it? I don’t know. And I will try to get some one-on-one aikido tuition to see if I can fast track that. It will be interesting to see

[2025/11/26, 20:56:04] James: .

[2025/11/26, 20:56:16] James: So it’s taking a long time to get A to even have a shred of understanding of this theory

[2025/11/26, 20:56:22] James: My mum called me insane on a call

[2025/11/26, 20:56:25] James: I was totally calm

[2025/11/26, 20:56:31] James: I was passionate with A but not angry

[2025/11/26, 20:56:37] James: But the world continues testing me

[2025/11/26, 20:57:05] James: G is fighting a policeman on Pokémon, at nighttime

[2025/11/26, 20:57:21] James: Changing the world I think

[2025/11/26, 20:57:32] James: Man this game does test you doesn’t it C

[2025/11/26, 20:57:39] James: Not allowed to confirm the suspicion

[2025/11/26, 20:57:59] James: Not a perfect score - I got a bit irritated at L. But that’s kind of the point.

[2025/11/26, 20:58:07] James: The music on Pokémon is a lot betterp

[2025/11/26, 20:58:13] James: Just like GRIMES vs grimes

[2025/11/26, 20:58:22] James: I honestly think I’m in that MRI

[2025/11/26, 20:58:33] James: I guess this might go on for a while longer haha

[2025/11/26, 20:58:47] James: But if I can start talking to people about the theory then I’ll be happy

[2025/11/26, 20:58:57] James: DI will understand

[2025/11/26, 20:59:16] James: Incremental change until the MEGAFORK

[2025/11/26, 20:59:19] James: Seriously though

[2025/11/26, 20:59:37] James: I’m recording data with timestamps on a website, raw and unfiltered, so that I can test a hypothesis

[2025/11/26, 20:59:47] James: And my mum calls me to literally say ‘you are insane’

[2025/11/26, 21:00:02] James: Because of this bullshit thing called consensus reality

[2025/11/26, 21:00:13] James: But that consensus reality is nothing more than the last seed

[2025/11/26, 21:00:21] James: And this is the SEED for the new consensus reality

[2025/11/26, 21:00:38] James: So it won’t be oerfect but I got most of the junk out of the house and will continue to walk the path.

[2025/11/26, 21:00:45] James: Be a good manipulator, as the Buddha said

[2025/11/26, 21:01:45] James: I think it probably gets easier mentally despite getting ‘harder’ on the outside. It won’t get harder though… any challenges that come my way actually confirm my hypithesis

[2025/11/26, 21:01:58] James: That’s why St John of The Cross and Siddhartha were so chill

[2025/11/26, 21:02:08] James: They knew the network didn’t hurt you if you didn’t hurt it

[2025/11/26, 21:02:20] James: So just keep being the change I want to see

[2025/11/26, 21:02:27] James: Patiently listen to the people saying I’m crazy

[2025/11/26, 21:02:30] James: Don’t do any drugs

[2025/11/26, 21:02:35] James: Follow the signs

[2025/11/26, 21:02:41] James: Let’s see

[2025/11/26, 21:06:34] James: DIVERGE

[2025/11/26, 21:06:44] James: I will take the blade to the new house where the stones are

[2025/11/26, 21:07:31] James: PAAH

[2025/11/26, 21:19:35] James: Dropped off

[2025/11/26, 21:19:44] James: Set the drive recorder forward to 11/30

[2025/11/26, 21:28:55] James: CONVERGE

[2025/11/26, 22:25:17] James: G said things look more vivid at night