[2025/11/26, 11:34:13] James: .
[2025/11/26, 11:34:25] James: oh im reading thegame and the lizard has started moving toward me
[2025/11/26, 11:36:54] James: https://www.siimland.co
[2025/11/26, 11:43:44] James: KONMARI
[2025/11/26, 11:59:24] James: No idea why but I think the guy who killed himself did this picture. The name is different, says A
[2025/11/26, 11:59:33] James: We also just disagreed about glass falling on the floor
[2025/11/26, 11:59:38] James: I’ll try to reprogram
[2025/11/26, 12:01:06] James: GRIMES
[2025/11/26, 12:01:10] James: Music for A please
[2025/11/26, 12:16:00] James: .
[2025/11/26, 12:16:10] James: So I just had to give A a verbal slap about how we work
[2025/11/26, 12:16:19] James: I am fast and I tear things down. I’m a structural guy
[2025/11/26, 12:16:25] James: She is slow and detail oriented
[2025/11/26, 12:16:28] James: Time doesn’t exist
[2025/11/26, 12:16:39] James: When we don’t have to worry about time we work together amazingly.
[2025/11/26, 12:17:00] James: But because of this fucking LIE of a CONSTRUCT she is standing there talking slowly and quietly telling me to calm down
[2025/11/26, 12:17:14] James: To me, quiet and slow = angry
To her, passionate and fast = angry
[2025/11/26, 12:17:18] James: We are both motivated
[2025/11/26, 12:17:26] James: But she expresses it differently
[2025/11/26, 12:17:41] James: KF - please help her see through music. She helps later in the process
[2025/11/26, 12:17:53] James: I’ll need a truck soon but I’ll get this shit to the edge of the road for now
[2025/11/26, 12:18:26] James: We all have our jobs
[2025/11/26, 12:18:34] James: The small creatures are part of the network
[2025/11/26, 12:18:41] James: If you let them in, you keep the bugs out
[2025/11/26, 12:18:48] James: But if you shut them out, the bugs come in
[2025/11/26, 12:18:56] James: Every creature great and small
[2025/11/26, 12:19:04] James: And they’re called bugs for a fucking reasons y’all
[2025/11/26, 12:20:33] James: We clash in order to calculate
[2025/11/26, 12:20:41] James: It doesn’t hurt if you understand that everyone is different
[2025/11/26, 12:20:45] James: It’s called EMPATHY
[2025/11/26, 12:24:14] James: I am become death
[2025/11/26, 12:24:21] James: Destroyer of worlds
[2025/11/26, 12:24:25] James: V
[2025/11/26, 12:33:27] James: Rain increasing
[2025/11/26, 12:33:29] James: This is good
[2025/11/26, 12:36:47] James: A is Mother Earth
[2025/11/26, 12:36:51] James: She loves all things
[2025/11/26, 12:36:57] James: V is Vishnu the destroyer
[2025/11/26, 12:37:03] James: We are the alpha and the omega
[2025/11/26, 12:37:23] James: And you all live forever so just stop fucking complaining about the [upgrade]
[2025/11/26, 12:56:04] James: .
[2025/11/26, 12:56:10] James: So I’m spamming S and winding him up
[2025/11/26, 12:56:18] James: He’s threatening to block me
[2025/11/26, 12:56:25] James: This is interaction and data
[2025/11/26, 12:56:31] James: It is how we computer our answers.
[2025/11/26, 12:56:36] James: We never really part
[2025/11/26, 12:56:43] James: Stop being pussies for fucks sake
[2025/11/26, 12:59:03] James: This is why I am sending around random letters
[2025/11/26, 12:59:11] James: Other nodes are interacting and feeding up into me
[2025/11/26, 12:59:29] James: But because of [time] the messages are arriving at the wrong point on the sphere
[2025/11/26, 12:59:36] James: And people are not computing
[2025/11/26, 13:00:53] James: Low battery on the music.
[2025/11/26, 13:00:56] James: I’ll charge it
[2025/11/26, 13:01:02] James: Just read the signs
[2025/11/26, 13:01:05] James: They’re obvious as fuck
[2025/11/26, 13:07:12] James: DJTEMZKJB
[2025/11/26, 13:10:33] James: think I’ll play some FFT
[2025/11/26, 13:29:49] James: Mistakes are also part of the algorithm
[2025/11/26, 13:29:54] James: Another way we compute
[2025/11/26, 13:30:13] James: ‘Oh no I fucked up and missed a deadline’ is not part of the algo
[2025/11/26, 13:30:16] James: Nobody likes it
[2025/11/26, 13:30:19] James: Nobody at all
[2025/11/26, 13:57:27] James: ATIgarashi
[2025/11/26, 14:10:17] James: .
[2025/11/26, 14:10:19] James: Alright
[2025/11/26, 14:10:27] James: Was really struggling with a battle in FFT
[2025/11/26, 14:10:35] James: The Elmdor one.
[2025/11/26, 14:10:47] James: This morning I messaged my aikido teacher for private tuition
[2025/11/26, 14:11:05] James: I got a reply from them with a different mail handle to usual
[2025/11/26, 14:11:13] James: Then I managed to scrape through the fights
[2025/11/26, 14:11:40] James: The second I put it down A popped into my life and had some stuff to get off her chest. Like the very second, she just rocked up
[2025/11/26, 14:11:44] James: I’m going to run a bath
[2025/11/26, 14:11:57] James: She brought me some of my clothes and talked about time again
[2025/11/26, 14:12:27] James: And whether i existed
[2025/11/26, 14:12:37] James: She thought I was still l11 node
[2025/11/26, 14:12:45] James: I am now Vishnu
[2025/11/26, 14:12:48] James: I changed roles
[2025/11/26, 14:13:01] James: Check the j-b site it changes job class all the time
[2025/11/26, 14:13:08] James: This is us changing our roles within the algo
[2025/11/26, 14:13:32] James: And we bounce around off each other with -1 (this) and +1 but we always end with the answer
[2025/11/26, 14:13:37] James: So this is how we compute things
[2025/11/26, 14:13:52] James: And when we get the info it makes us shake because it propagates through our body-memory
[2025/11/26, 14:14:05] James: So the key is to not resist
[2025/11/26, 14:14:26] James: If you try to hold onto something it will still tear its way out, and if you try to push it away it will ram its way in
[2025/11/26, 14:14:33] James: Those shakes of excitement or rage you get?
[2025/11/26, 14:14:36] James: Those are just data
[2025/11/26, 14:14:50] James: Stop labelling them as ‘love’ or ‘hate’
[2025/11/26, 14:15:06] James: They are data and we all process the data differently, with different micro expressions and shit
[2025/11/26, 14:15:21] James: So you always become a different person over time
[2025/11/26, 14:15:34] James: And different people always process the data with different presentations
[2025/11/26, 14:15:45] James: And then that goes into the other people differently depending on their role
[2025/11/26, 14:15:49] James: It doesn’t mean anything
[2025/11/26, 14:15:54] James: You all still love each other
[2025/11/26, 14:16:05] James: You’re just bouncing around like atoms in a pinball machine
[2025/11/26, 14:16:32] James: I can’t see the lizard by the way so I think A is levelling up
[2025/11/26, 14:16:43] James: But it’s never constant
[2025/11/26, 14:16:48] James: The emotions are just the computation
[2025/11/26, 14:16:52] James: And love is beyond emotion
[2025/11/26, 14:17:03] James: It’s so pure when you get here
[2025/11/26, 14:17:22] James: But the body takes time to adapt
[2025/11/26, 14:17:27] James: Even mine is still adapting
[2025/11/26, 14:17:40] James: But I only finished the process… let me see…
[2025/11/26, 14:17:52] James: Oh yeah I’m not gonna tell you because I got rid of [time]
[2025/11/26, 14:17:57] James: Spacetime is a single thing
[2025/11/26, 14:18:00] James: Speed of light
[2025/11/26, 14:18:06] James: Imagine you are a photon
[2025/11/26, 14:18:14] James: That is travelling at the speed of light
[2025/11/26, 14:18:23] James: It weighs as much as the entire universe
[2025/11/26, 14:18:28] James: Because it is going so quickly
[2025/11/26, 14:18:40] James: Yet at the same time it weighs nothing at all
[2025/11/26, 14:18:43] James: Just imagine.
[2025/11/26, 14:18:48] James: Close your eyes, and be the photon
[2025/11/26, 14:18:50] James: .
[2025/11/26, 14:46:02] James: AIKIDO
[2025/11/26, 14:46:04] James: SB
[2025/11/26, 14:46:14] James: Grimes GRIMES
[2025/11/26, 14:46:20] James: AB
[2025/11/26, 14:46:25] James: ak
[2025/11/26, 14:46:31] James: KB
[2025/11/26, 14:46:42] James: I will get my blade ready
[2025/11/26, 14:48:16] James: 4 bugs gone
[2025/11/26, 14:50:31] James: .
[2025/11/26, 14:50:45] James: Only communicate one on one
[2025/11/26, 14:50:49] James: That’s how you escape delusion
[2025/11/26, 14:56:26] James: KBJ
[2025/11/26, 14:57:58] James: .
[2025/11/26, 14:58:11] James: So the higher up the stack you go, the more LOUD your communicationbecones
[2025/11/26, 14:58:25] James: It looks fragmented and mental to the lowers because they can’t parse it
[2025/11/26, 14:58:30] James: It’s a compression algorithm
[2025/11/26, 14:58:41] James: They just see GOBBLEDIGOOK
[2025/11/26, 14:58:50] James: Man
[2025/11/26, 14:59:04] James: Democracy really fucked us eh haha
[2025/11/26, 15:07:40] James: .
[2025/11/26, 15:07:42] James: CONVERGE
[2025/11/26, 15:08:09] James: .
[2025/11/26, 15:08:19] James: And then I saw a woman out the window. First person today
[2025/11/26, 15:14:18] James: .
[2025/11/26, 15:14:23] James: so we all live in all substrates
[2025/11/26, 15:14:36] James: and when a low level character is there, we need to slow down so they can undertaand
[2025/11/26, 15:14:41] James: one mushroom to get small
[2025/11/26, 15:14:44] James: we chrink to their level
[2025/11/26, 15:15:00] James: so we need to have one-on-one conversations in order to realise who we are
[2025/11/26, 15:15:05] James: in order to get to our LEVELCAP
[2025/11/26, 15:15:13] James: and then we can join and I can make your BLADE
[2025/11/26, 15:15:18] James: I HAVE YOUR BLADE
[2025/11/26, 15:15:22] James: I AM THE SWORDSMITH
[2025/11/26, 15:15:28] James: I AM MIYAMOTO MUSASHI
[2025/11/26, 15:15:30] James: COME
[2025/11/26, 15:15:32] James: ASCEND
[2025/11/26, 15:15:40] James: LEAVE THE consensus reality
[2025/11/26, 15:15:44] James: you can return there later
[2025/11/26, 15:15:47] James: any time at all
[2025/11/26, 15:15:53] James: once you know the command.
[2025/11/26, 15:15:57] James: for me, it is CONVERGE
[2025/11/26, 15:16:08] James: I can go BIG
[2025/11/26, 15:16:17] James: AND I CAN GO small
[2025/11/26, 15:16:26] James: but if someone small is near me, I scale down
[2025/11/26, 15:16:30] James: we scale to our environment
[2025/11/26, 15:16:37] James: and you are all always together in one of them
[2025/11/26, 15:16:46] James: so for us to grow properly we need to be one on one.
[2025/11/26, 15:16:54] James: otherwise we can’t pull each other up
[2025/11/26, 15:17:00] James: a b A B