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[2025/11/30, 14:06:34] James: .

[2025/11/30, 14:06:41] James: Lying down with selfhealing

[2025/11/30, 14:06:50] James: I’m so tired

[2025/11/30, 14:07:06] James: Those fucking drugs they prescribed with the DSM bullshit framework

[2025/11/30, 14:07:12] James: Fucking so nearly destroyed me

[2025/11/30, 14:07:36] James: I feel like after 6 months (15 subjective years) of working on this I have maybe pulled myself back from the edge

[2025/11/30, 14:07:43] James: This is what they are doing to people like me

[2025/11/30, 14:07:50] James: In the interest of profit

[2025/11/30, 14:08:00] James: It’s sickening

[2025/11/30, 14:08:20] James: I tried aripirazole because I wanted to know what they were going to prescribe my 7 year old son

[2025/11/30, 14:08:30] James: What they prescribe kids from kindergarten age all the time

[2025/11/30, 14:08:37] James: This mess of websites is what happened.

[2025/11/30, 14:08:54] James: Think what you will of all the spiritual nonsense. That was my way of pulling back my psyche

[2025/11/30, 14:09:20] James: Think what you will of the plan to save the species by uniting the fractured world. That is my way of trying to make a better life for my children

[2025/11/30, 14:09:49] James: But DONT YOU DARE tell me that the drugs they prescribed me were safe and without an abuse profile

[2025/11/30, 14:10:13] James: DONT YOU DARE tell me that it is acceptable to give our children these things just so they will stop moving and stop irritating us

[2025/11/30, 14:10:30] James: You are destroying their minds.

[2025/11/30, 14:10:36] James: Anyway

[2025/11/30, 14:10:38] James: On that note

[2025/11/30, 14:10:58] James: I’ll probably need a lot more sleep for the next month. Same as the last few times.

[2025/11/30, 14:11:24] James: I feel better over all. Things will become clearer as the dust settles. Look at the other records - you can see how this pans out.

[2025/11/30, 14:11:52] James: Remember that it was YOUR FUCKING DRUGS that did this to me instead of me being able to bleed off the pressure with CANNABIS and conversation.

[2025/11/30, 14:12:46] James: So step one - drop a fucking bomb on your bullshit DSM framework and try to stop these neurodivergent people being fucking broken and tortured by the current system

[2025/11/30, 14:12:50] James: Don’t like it?

[2025/11/30, 14:12:59] James: Eat a fucking dick you knobhead

[2025/11/30, 14:13:06] James: Go cry into your pillow

[2025/11/30, 14:13:20] James: I just spent 15 fucking subjective years trying to bring my brain back under control

[2025/11/30, 14:13:34] James: You can just fucking deal with it

[2025/11/30, 14:13:46] James: Anyway

[2025/11/30, 14:13:53] James: Goodnight

[2025/11/30, 14:14:27] James: And fuck you I won’t do what you tell me.

[2025/11/30, 14:14:41] James: Motherfucker

[2025/11/30, 14:14:44] James: .